its been 42 days at sea. . .

and i decided to start recording my thoughts and feelings in a coherent manner. or in a somewhat coherent manner. i don't know.

today i worked with a woman with pneumonia, a little boy who gleefully jumped up and down, and an elderly man who everyone else thought was agitated.

now i'm checking out books to med students. i just said, "yay, histology" without irony to a student. perhaps i'm getting a little gleeful with my fatigue. or maybe i'm just burned out. it has been a long day and i am tired.